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Andy Luff’s Recovery Journey After ECT-Induced Brain Damage

Andy Luff sought help from a psychiatrist to manage his autism symptoms, but instead of receiving appropriate care, he was prescribed electroconvulsive therapy (ECT), which resulted in permanent brain damage.

2019 newspaper article titled " I'm not human': A Life Ruined by ECT. A picture and Andy Luff looking dazed and slouching.

The Road to Recovery

With the support of his partner, Jill and others, practical steps to restore his health, and rehabilitation from Headway, a UK-based head injury organazation, Andy gradually regained his love for reading, writing, and nature—simple joys he feared were lost.

Andy sitting on a rolling green an yellow hillside with a border collie dog, UK.

This journey strengthened his bond with Jill and helped him rediscover his abilities through determination and teamwork.

Andy and Jill taking a selfie while on a hike, blue sky and white clouds behind them.

His sense of humor has also made a full recovery.

Helping Others

Post-traumatic growth often brings a renewed desire to help others, and Andy now volunteers to support people with brain injuries.

A tweet announces an art exhibition in Leominster for people with brain injuries. The tweet, from "andy luff" (@andyluff8), includes the quote: "WONDERFUL NEWS: The people that I work with who have brain injuries are going to have a month long exhibition of their arts and crafts at a gallery in Leominster from March. They are all really looking forward to it and it is very well deserved."

By transforming his loss into service and purpose, he not only furthers his own healing but also inspires hope, demonstrating that growth and fulfillment are possible even after loss and adversity.

A wide shot shows a person, Andy, standing at the edge of a sandy beach, looking out towards a body of water. Andy is silhouetted from behind, wearing dark shorts and a light-colored shirt. A dog, also silhouetted, is walking in the shallow water near the shoreline. In the distance, mountains are visible across the water. The sky is blue with scattered white clouds, and the water reflects sunlight. Footprints are visible in the sand in the foreground.

 

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Oliver’s Recovery From ECT

Oliver Swingler’s story is one of immense struggle and resilience. He endured a difficult childhood shaped by family trauma and a psychiatric system that harmed more than it helped.

In his early life, he faced bullying, psychiatric misdiagnoses, and ultimately underwent electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) that left him with profound memory loss, emotional struggles, and lasting physical effects.

The fallout from ECT impacted every aspect of his life—from his education and relationships to his ability to recall basic details about his own history.

Despite these challenges, Oliver found ways to rebuild. His journey of healing included alternative therapies, connecting with others harmed by ECT, and rediscovering his passion for activism.

From protesting against ECT to contributing to environmental and social justice movements, Oliver channeled his anger into positive action. He even wrote songs that reached a wide audience and reconnected with his creative side.

While life after ECT has remained difficult, Oliver’s story highlights post-traumatic growth—the ability to find purpose and moments of joy amidst adversity.

“What I’m trying to get across is that it’s not easy, but it isn’t all bad news, there can be life after ECT, moments of joy as well as sorrow, and with my sights and expectations of myself set nice and low, the chance to have real self-respect knowing I tried, I did something I feel good about almost every day.”

Best wishes, Oliver, 14th September 2015

Lucy Dawson

Misdiagnosed with severe mental illness instead of anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis, a serious brain infection, Lucy Dawson was sectioned for over three months and underwent electroconvulsive therapy (ECT).

The treatment caused a spontaneous seizure, leading to a fall onto a radiator that permanently damaged her sciatic nerve, leaving her paralyzed below one knee.

For months, Lucy didn’t know what had happened to her leg. It was only after a neurologist correctly diagnosed her encephalitis that she finally learned what her injury meant.

She had to relearn how to talk, and do basic tasks:

“For the next years, I rebuilt and relearnt as though I was a toddler again, and despite having some of the lowest moments possible, where I wished I had simply never woken up – I am here today!”

Lucy Dawson

These life altering events changed the course of her life. She found a place in the disabled community. Despite the trauma and disabling injuries, Lucy has transformed her experience into a source of strength.

She has recovered and now works as a model, using her platform to raise awareness about encephalitis and inspire others facing adversity.

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Dr. Sue Cunliffe

Dr. Sue Cunliffe shares her journey of rebuilding her life after experiencing disabling side effects from ECT. She talks about living with brain injury from a treatment she was told was safe and how support from Headway, a UK brain injury organization, helped her find a diagnosis and start recovery.

She shares the emotional and physical toll of her injuries, explains why they should be called brain damage, and highlights the lack of proper consent and support for patients.

Despite great losses, with the right support, Sue found meaning an purpose in her life after ECT.

Watch Sue’s video: My Journey With Brain Damage: From despair to a daily struggle with hope and meaning

Wendy’s Journey: The Hidden Risks of ECT and the Path to Healing

Wendy’s experience with ECT left her with devastating memory loss—entire decades of her life erased, including memories of her husband, childhood, and late mother. She trusted her doctors when they assured her it was safe, never imagining she’d lose so much.

Despite the grief and frustration, she found a way to move forward. She relearned parts of her job, adapted to cognitive struggles, and eventually found a medication that worked for her. It wasn’t easy, and the loss still weighs heavily, but she’s using her voice to warn others about the risks of ECT.

Her story is one of resilience and purpose. She wants others facing treatment-resistant depression to know there are other options. Even after profound loss, healing is possible, and life continues.

Read Wendy’s Story

Lost Memories, An Unbroken Spirit: Navigating Life After 400 ECT Treatments

Kimberley Rettig’s story is one of profound loss, but also resilience. After more than 400 ECT treatments, much of her past—her childhood, education, and personal history—has been erased. The memories that once shaped her identity are no longer accessible, a reality that is both devastating and difficult to put into words.

Despite this, she continues to move forward. A recent diagnosis of Mild Cognitive Decline, along with concerns about grey matter reduction, adds another layer to her journey. Yet, through it all, her creativity remains, as does her inner strength.

Her experience reflects the heart of post-traumatic growth—the ability to adapt, redefine oneself, and find meaning after immense loss.

Read Kimberly’s story

Lisa Morrison’s Story

Lisa Morrison’s story is one of resilience and transformation after major loss. Years of psychiatric hospitalizations, suicide attempts, and over 72 ECT treatments left her with severe memory loss, erasing milestones with her children and significant life events. While ECT initially provided temporary relief, it ultimately became more about numbing pain than true healing.

Despite these challenges, Lisa has worked to reclaim her life. By seeking trauma-informed care and speaking out against the psychiatric system that failed her, she has turned her experience into advocacy. Her story highlights the need for informed consent, compassionate care, and alternatives to harmful treatments.

Read Lisa’s Story

Share Your Recovery Story

Recovery after ECT looks different for everyone, but your story could be the guide someone else needs. If you’ve found ways to heal, adapt, or rebuild, consider sharing to encourage those newly facing this challenge. We’d love to hear from you!

Share your story by commenting below, visiting our contact page or email us at contact@lifeafterect.com

Thank you!

Anna

Anna is a childhood psychiatric drug and a teenage electroshock survivor. She founded Life After ECT to ensure people injured by electroconvulsive therapy have easy access to resources that can help them understand their injuries and find a path to recovery.